So… what happens when you have someone you like but you just cant understand them and their ideas (a.k.a. cant stand their way of speak “I know everything, because I’m a superior ass so you just need to follow what I say”) ?
I have a case… hypothetically speaking… =P
- So… what do you want to get for xmas?
- Hmmmm… what I like the most… makeup… jewellery… diamonds, if you prefer…
- You need to check your priorities in life, I just think this is not right, too much money you waste, could re-check your priorities… that’s why I don’t have much of anything, just enough! Bla bla bla bla
- Good for you then, bitch!
On xmas day….
- Look what I got? A diamond solitaire ring, a gold diamond pendant, a silver ring…
And I’m the one who looks so bad??? F*** you!!!
You might think I’m saying that because I’m jealous… well, I am at a certain point! I have dreamed for a solitaire diamond ring since forever and the bitch comes with that speech from the Wise Book and I just need to shut up? Oh, I guess I had to, just because, despite everything, I like her most of the time…
See, it really bothers me about people. Some of them just makes speeches and don’t follow their own saying. I know everybody has done that before, but all the time? That’s the problem!!!! They talk like they are so intelligent, balanced, focused, and you are a complete piece of crap. And you really start to think that about yourself, like the most selfish person on the planet! If you start listen to everything they say, you end up back home crying in a complete depression!!! I say that because it happened to me (still do, eventually).
I guess I became a bit intolerant… just gets to a point some things get you out of order. And it scares me, because you end up getting fed up with this person to a point you don’t want to see them a mile away from you.
Anyway, I hope in 2008 I get calm and patient enough not to jump on people’s throats and then control myself better, because “tolerance is the key to a good social affair”… =P
