And my sleeping disorders keep kicking on… I’m sleeping too much and when I wake up, I’m tired. I mean, real tired! I think I don’t have much energy to burn, I’ve started my diet about a week ago or more, so I feel weak. Well, I feel lighter, but weak. So weak I cant exercise… I don’t like this feeling, but I think its normal when you are on a diet that your not allowed almost anything apart from veggies and jelly.
Well, you might think I’m getting crazy and got this diet out of my little twisted head. But I actually went to a dietician and was her who gave me my food schedule. In all diets there are things you are allowed to eat freely, and on mine are only things I don’t like: coffee (I don’t drink often because gives me headaches and heartburn, too much caffeine makes me sick), tea (I hate tea, any tea, I refuse to drink tea), jelly (ok, you can go on that until certain point, where you cant stand look at it anymore, that’s my case), water (the doctor said to me to drink ATLEAST 2 liters per day!!! If I manage to drink one I’m happy!!!), veggies (yeah ok, I was raised in a family that never liked vegetables, so they simply didn’t make part of my whole life! So do you really think I would start liking them out of the blue? No, I hate!), lemonade (made with the real fruit I like but I cant drink freely as I wished, its too acid and gives me stomach aches) and diet coke (that one, for the same reasons as the lemonade, but instead of too acid, its too fizzy).
Before you ask: So why cant you eat a fruit? I reply, what fruit? I’m not allowed EAT any fruit only DRINK their juices and only ONE glass per day! At night I suppose to eat only soup but this part of the diet I cant, I tried for 2 days, but I don’t like soup and they don’t fill me up, so I repeat the breakfast meal instead (which I’m allowed but only after 10 days you started this diet).
No wonder I’m always in a bad mood!!! Starvation makes me moody, and with no energy on my body, makes me tired and sleepy = good combination!!! When it gets to my PMT period, whole crap better no one be in front of me!!! I’m too tired that I already caught a flu, throat ache and headache. But I want to loose weight, and if the wish comes with I want to loose weight NO MATTER WHAT, I guess I have to stop moaning and just keep my feelings to myself. But as the blog is mine at least I can say these things over here. I’m an impatient bugger like my husband loves to say to me, but I just wish I could get thinner FAST!!! But I guess things cant come right here, right now =(((
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